ich hab dich ganz doll lieb♥

#039 ; happy thanksgiving day!

2009-10-02T19:34:00.001+08:00

Long time no blogging!

Everyone happy thanksgiving day ;-)

but i still think that it's exam period right now in SG.

same here.

but still must enjoy the public holiday, haha.

i love holidays.

eating this and that.

everyone still should rest okay?

i really miss you guys all the time.

as time goes by.

i really love you babies.

tired of this.

2009-07-30T22:43:00.005+08:00

haha. i knew it.
nothing between you and me.

2009-06-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

1. if you feel disgusted about homosexual, especially gays, you are not cassiopeia.
2. if you feel weird if you found out jae is actually sticking to yun, you are not cassiopeia.
3. if you feel funny when you saw yun holding jae's hand, you are not cassiopeia.
4. if you can't read R-Rated fictions, you are not cassiopeia.
5. if you don't wish for DBSK's coming out, you are not cassiopeia.

people.
yunjae yoosoo is a real thing.
believe the evidences.

2009-06-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

but you never cared about me.

two more days until the exams done.
13th of july, holiday.
seoul. seoul. seoul.
meet my loves, SH + BR and wanna go Itaewon and Hongdae.
wanna visit APM! for shopping.
wanna go to Everland for thrill.
wanna go EVERYSING for entertainment.

i just need some breaks. that's all.

2009-06-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

[YunJae&YooSoo] Happy Together by Manish

[Two-Yoo] For 21c's Mermaid by Manish

[Yoo-Ho-Su] The Age of Innocence by Manish

[WoongKi &Hosu] Love Story in Hanam High by Manish

[Aki] Park Yoo Chun Tragedy by Manish

[JaeJoong 受] 白色之戀人 by Manish

[WoongKi-Hosu & YunJae-Aki] The Secret Room by MAIO

[YunJae] The End of the Tongue by Hommage

[JaeSu & HoMin] The Emperor's Lover by MinusZero

[JoongShim & Kiss] Amante by MinusZero

[YunJae & YooSu] The Horror of 168 Hours by Rasian

[YunJae & YooSu] The Hallucination of 168 Hours by Rasian

[YunJae] 摩利雪留香 by Fiancee

[Yoosu] Sex and the Video by TsubasaParkYooChun

[YunJae&Yoosu] Moonlight Blues by Maria

[YunJae&Yoosu] Tongue Biting by Mokyokmul

[JaeSu&MingSha] SENTIMENTAL by GoodChoiceJunsu

[Aki] Critical Man by G.C.Junsu

[JaeSu] A Florist in Our Town by G.C.Junsu

[SuJae] Roller Coaster by G.C.Junsu

[Aki] Two Dads by G.C.Junsu

[Aki] Run to You by G.C.Junsu

[Aki&JoongShim] Shining Powder by G.C.Junsu

[Aki] About Mind by G.C.Junsu

[Aki] Say My Name by G.C.Junsu

[Aki] CATCH by G.C.Junsu

[YooSu-Jae] My Romantic Roomate by G.C.Junsu

[YunJae&Yoosu] Bon Bon au Chocolat by Sian

[Aki] KimJunSu Phobia by HotaruPrincess

[Aki] ParkYooChun Addiction by HotaruPrincess

[MingSha] Undramatic by Cocaine

and many more!

i've read those fictions. and maybe i fortgot some already.

2009-06-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

(that show was super funny. i remember everyting *.* holy, it was a REAL YUNJAE↑)

okay. no more yunjae.
it's exammmmmmmmmmmm.
after this stupid things.
okay.
yunjae again 8-D

#034; we thought it's right

2009-06-10T21:14:00.001+08:00

but it's all wrong.

had a high fever.
and i can't really talk now. no voice.
i am sick, people.

#033; should be alright by now

2009-06-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

a very recent photos of myself.
took today :X

exams. exams. exams.
rescue me people D:

#032; because of you

2009-06-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

SM♥CE

can't live without you guys.
Three Oh Six Oh Nine

Ha Young K . Min Hyo K. Ye Mi K. Jung Eun M. Ga Young P. So Mi B. Mi Ra S. Ci Eun S.
Hyun Ah U. Da Hye L. So Mi L. Ju Young L. Yu Bin H. Ji Yeon H. Suk Hyeon H.
Johnny K. Chang Dae K. Hae Chan K. Hyun Jun K. Ji Hun P. Chang Hyeon B. Si Hwan S.
Ji Sup S. Hee Bum Y. Ja Min W. Hyun Suk Y. Seung Min L. Si Hun L. Jae Hyeon L.
Ju Seok L. Jun Seok L. Yeong Jae J. Seong In J. Jae Ho C. Tae Wun H.

Teachers Two Double Oh Nine

Ms. Ji Yeon O. (♥F.T.)
Ms. Min Yeong K. (Korean Lang)
Ms. Eun Sung Y. (Moral Edu.)
Ms. Ji Hye L. (Social Studies)
Ms. Seon Suk H. (Korean History)
Ms. Eun Mi L. (Music)

Mr. Kyeong Ho Y. (Phys.& Chem.)
Mr. Jae Suk S. (Maths)
Mr. Eun Cheon C. (PE)
Mr. Sun Ik H. (Art)
Mr. Jin Wook K. (H.E.& DNT)

Wrote down OUR favourite teachers. Excluded that damned E.L. and C.E.

#031; and it's all because of you

2009-06-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

Why no photos of us wearing summer uniform?
I love our summer uni.

Finished my oil-pastel piece.
nice giraffe.

Working on paper cutting art.
& Balance Beam test .

This post is a post that's full of photos :X

#030; if you lose, then i will lose too

2009-05-13T19:21:00.003+08:00

smoking is a habit;

somehow it's a wonderful thing to do.

fuck that 3/1.

dirty play. i hate it. actually, we hate it.

simply because it's not a fair and clean play. got it, people?

we know what's team, but you guys don't.

though you guys won, it's still a DIRTY PLAY.

lose to 3/1 for volleyball (girls' team).

i am annoyed simply because:

1. our class lose.

2. that stupid JY didn't move at all because she felt annoyed and i needed to toss her balls.

3. my shoulder aches like damn i can't really pass the ball.

4. i got few bruises on my arms just because of under-toss, and for today's match, i did it hundreds of toss to pass it.

5. was a dirty play.

and sorry, JM, my lovely friend.

Oh, Johnny&CH too. you guys really rocks. we know that , yeah?

JM i am really really sorry. you tried your best. and you know that i did my best, too. right?

thanks for giving me a hug when i was falling down.

if you didn't hold me, i maybe cried.

& remember, i love you lots ♥

okay. time to buck up and chiong for my chinese.

oh, and maths too.

oh shit. i miss my friends. they are the greatest drug to make me feel happy.

to list them down:

lovely girls

DH ms. mafia♥

CE♥

YM♥

lovely boys

JM♥♥♥

Johnny♥

you guys really rock.

#029 ; we just know how to

2009-05-03T14:21:00.002+08:00

hello, people :D i was being lazy to update this blog and finally doing it.
but it's sad that not much people is visiting this shitty blog, okay.
the funny thing is, i am actually waiting to take an exam right now :X

sitting here with adults makes me feel puke, simply because i am super nervous. but people, ibt TOEFL is SO SO important exam if you want to continue to study in American educational system. so, i am taking it :X

cheer me up. i have two more exams to go for this month and i have three damned tuitions left that will kill me. meet you guys in heaven.

i love you guys lots!
miss you too. meet me in facebook/MSN ^_^

xxx
Somi in university campus, trying to push down the puke coming out via my throat.

#028 ; exams

2009-04-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

somi went crazy because exams are just right in front of her.

RAWR.

#027 ; you tried to fill me up

2009-03-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

haha returns :D

was my birthday (thanks peeps!)

but was super gloomy D:

received

-an ice cream cake

-a bear handphone accessories

-classic CD

-a short sleeved Dickies hoodie shirt

-lollipop ♥

- stationaries

- home-backed cake

and tomorrow more in school d:

thanks people and i love you guys!

me?

nothing's changed ^^v

#026 ; Since you tag me :D

2009-03-29T12:48:00.002+08:00

RULES: It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use DIFFERENT answers. You CANNOT use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Somi
2. A four-letter word: Soul (but I still like somniloquence :X)
3. A boy’s name: Sam
4. A girl’s name: Sofie
5. An occupation: Singer
6. A color: Silver :Dv
7. Something you’ll wear: Skinny Jean :D
8. A food: Sandwich
9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10. A place: South Korea :Dv !
11. A reason for being late: "Sick"
12. Something you’d shout: Saranghae! (I love you in Korean)
13. A movie title: Scream
14. Something you drink: Soda
15. A musical group: SlipKnot :D!
16. An animal: Saint Bernard
17. A street name: Saint Louis (US)
18. A type of car: Sonata
19. The title of a song: Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

#025 ; Shut up

2009-03-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

whatever it takes

you are my first priority.

31st of March EXAM!

uh-oh, didn't study.

and school is really fun :Dd

I love ma people yay.

♥

HB please stop wearing your friend's

stupid looking wig .

i can't stop laughing bwahah.

#024 ; Falling Flowers

2009-03-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

i miss everyone.

everytime. everything in my room

reminds me of SG and YTSS

i miss everyone so much.

#023; sorry

2009-03-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

bullshitty school doesnt allow to

bring and use phone ^^

but we still bring em LOL

so what.

we are not japanese -.-

#022; After School

2009-03-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

#021 ; You make me smile!

2009-02-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

let me smile
after i open up my eyes
in morning (:

HOLY, I am 3/6 again in Korea. XD

So it's my destiny to go to 3/6 whichever country I am?

& I am glad that I am in the same class with my friend :^)

I finally got my uniform, it's gray in colour! But can you believe that a shirt for winter uniform just cost $36 -_______-? It's really expensive, but I bought a shirt which is past-season. $25. XD doesn't matter because I still need to wear vest and jacket for winter uniform.

I will upload all my photos soon after I sew all my name tags on uniforms X)

SH!

You make me laugh hard (:

Shit, how could I forget you, while

you are just deeply carved into my heart?

I love you, I really love you ♥

#020 ; M.ake S.omi H.appy (:

2009-02-26T09:47:00.003+08:00

Thanks for standing there for me.

You told me that you cried enough to catch me right here,

and though you lost it but finally found.

Remember, I never thought I lost you,

and I never though I was about to lost you.

It was because, you are already carved into my heart,

appearing in my dreams,

letting my eyes spill out all the tear-waters

just because I am thinking of you.

I repeated your names,

I repeated what we did in the past.

Remeber, we are still on the same land.

2 hours of driving, 2 hours of traveling.

We can hold our hands.

Thanks for letting me know how to smile right now ;

Feeling so sad and down because of all the situations around me,

but you came out, and you taught me how to be happy.

I repeat my own charm

'I will be happy'

just because,

this charm makes me feel like you are just beside me.

M.ake S.omi H.appy

(: ♥

I love those three letters.

M.S.H.

Remember,

you make me happy.

I love you so much,

because I was meant to be a part of your life,

and you are meant to be a part of my life,

the only thing I can say right now,

Thank you.

I love you.

♥

I send all my hearts to you. (:

Don't forget to keep them inside your phone.

Because I sent you first than anyone / posting on website.

I love you, I love you, I love you...

I really love you...

You are the one who makes me smile,

you are the ONLY one who makes me smile, SH..

I love you, I love you, I love you...

please, my love,

don't forget :

to have your breakfast

to take your time to travel (don't rush!)

to take care of your health

to take your pills

to take your own sweet lunch time

to enjoy your meal

to forget when to eat (remeber, 12~1pm! lunch time!)

to feed kids well

to take a nap with kids quietly

to wear your clothes tightly because it's cold nowadays

to take some facial masks before you sleep

to leave your message in my cyworld

to log in your messenger to chat at least 5 minutes

to call me 'kid' I love that name when you call me

to ring my bell at least once a week

to reply my SMS unless you are duper busy like Wednesday

to drink more water when you are busy

to smile when you feel happy

to tell me what happened today

to bring me to Seoul Tower when I meet you

to check how many more missions are left in our list (I am doing 17th and 37th!)

to pray on Sunday in church

to concentrate in church even though I send you loads of SMS

to cheer me up when I feel horrible

to sleep early because you are busy and your job is tiring

and please,

don't forget to say

'I love you'

to me. (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

#019 ; -

2009-02-19T17:20:00.003+08:00

cheers!

what a snowy day, today.

#018; Wiped out

2009-02-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

Lady: So what does that tell you?

House: Nothing. Just fun watching him blink.

Lady: @#&@*@%*$%&@#?-____________-

Yeah, Doctor, everyone lies, YOU NEVER LIE.

*thumbs up*

okay, i am just watching Dr. House MD Season 1 all over again -.-

#017; One way out

2009-02-16T06:55:00.004+08:00

We all know what we should to, am I wrong?

Hello, people! How was your sec 3 camp :D?

At least you guys had a great fun in the camp, but I am not, since I am stuck in my room, self-studying Korean language, Korean Literature, Mathematics, Science, Social Studies, Korean History, Classical Chinese, and there's more...Oh, 4 hours of tuition that ends at 11+pm on Saturday night, that really freaks me out, but it's alright, I still enjoy them :D

Anyways, I finally went to the dentist and tightened the damn thing T.T I feel so horrible, like the hammer broke all my teeth, and I can't even chew a spoonful of porridge right now T.T What should I do?

Haha, my puppy :D She's like acting as if she's dead -_-
I always play with her, and it's really really really fun :D ! She used to be very sick before we come, but right now, she's very healthy ^*^ Thank goodness.
I love my pup!♥ She is lovely, but she's old ): I think I can estimate how many more years she would live, but I think she's healthy enough to live around 3 more years :D? HAHA.

So...is Singapore rainy right now?
It's very cold right here...no more snowing, but, it's still very cold >.<

Guess what's this :D!

And see you all next time :3
Kisses!!! I love you all. Miss you too.
Especially ~~Jazmyn~~ my twin.

#016 ; I am still here

2009-02-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!

i am still alive out here :D

will you miss me honey?

#015 ; Memories

2009-02-01T14:25:00.005+08:00

JUST SHUT UP AND WATCH HIMZXZXZXX.

what else do you need?

난너의농노하악

#014 ; Snow White

2009-01-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

enjoy the snow photos :D

still loads of photos in my phone but need to buy the USB connector.

bull shittts.

Happy Lunar Year people, I love you much!

#013 ; Let It Be

2009-01-25T18:19:00.001+08:00

snow for today! :D
this morning, i opened my eyes...went out to the living room, and saw ...
SNOW!

oh my gosh it was such an exciting event happened in my life back in Korea. :D
suddenly i miss my friends and pals in Singapore...after I saw snow ):
was whole bunch of it and still it's snowing outside (it's dang dang cold!)
i wrote my twin♥'s name on the ground..........lots of kiss to her!!

seriously, i took real loads of photos but I DIDN'T BRING MY USB...
T.T *cries*

Happy Lunar New Year peeps!
I learned how to cook new year food from my grandma :D
it was really fun...hehe ;P & cooked new year food, too!
yumyum...........(high calories :X)

i miss you guys much.
always.

#012 ; Save Me From Myself

2009-01-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Gettyimage

My heart is tainted
by your touch

Save me from myself
Christina Augilera

No photos sorry :X
Nothing seriously happened, peeps!

It's just that I am suffering from Year 9 subjects (especially SS) ]:
Preparing for High School Year 10.

Started Cyworld again, and busy contacting my old pals,
thanks to them who still remember me (:
Contact me loveys!

http://www.cyworld.com/happykimjae

Though you guys won't be able to see inside x)
Just enjoy my BGM BGM! :D

*Crush ; David Archuleta
*Fly Me To The Moon ; Olivia
*Listen To My Heart ; Gareth Gates
*Save Me From Myself ; Christina Aguilera
*An deiner seite ; Tokio Hotel]
*Because of You ; Kelly Clarkson
*Unfaithful ; Rihanna

Bought 5 new songs ^^
Paid worth around S$3 in total -.-
(Each song = 60 cent)

I own 23 songs, that equals to=
23 x 0.60 = 13.8
∴ total = S$13.80

WHOA.O:
didn't realise.

Anyways, peeps, nothing much to talk!
Enjoy your school days and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D
Gong Xi Fa Cai :D :D :D (correct?)

I am going to my Grandparents' house in Seoul for New Year Celebration :D
Will get AngBao hahahahahahahaha! I am the only kid-_-v

Bought phone! Neon Sign! (check out the previous post for the photo, it's awesome)
Kiss to SKY icon and TDMB.^^

#011 ; My heart keep beating fast

2009-01-23T06:12:00.000+08:00

My heart keep beating fast ;
010 - 3210 - 1739
Ring my bell.

NEON SIGN.

#010 ; Baby Boy

2009-01-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

Mingus.

I love you. *blush* ♥

#009 ; Wrong Number

2009-01-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

I am sorry you got the wrong number
You got the wrong number,
I am sorry you got the wrong number
So don't call me, no more.

There's no end of this, seriously.
There's no end, end, end.

It still continues like a problem that can't be solved,
or like counting a number of stars out there in the sky.

Land of God, Land of Human.
We are truly wrong.

*

Let me call ourselves 'T' and call our enemies 'A'.
(There's still other group of people called 'K' and 'E' or etceteras)

T loves freedom, T loves love, T loves fun, T loves laughter, T loves everyone.
We fall in love easily, and we wake up from the dream easily, too.
We enjoy the joy and fun, but we still know how to cry.

Hellen Keller (I do not know who's side she's in) once said:

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart.

Yes, indeed! The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, touched but felt in the heart! It's our mind/heart/feeling, and As are destroying them!

WHY WHY WHY?

Is it because Edith Wharton (most probably he is on T's side) said:

There's no such thing as old age, there is only sorrow.

You sorrow peeps, As.

Sorrow only left in your heart, as you grow older; is that why we always lose our freedom because of your horrible one word that cuts through our heart?

Why As can't understand Ts? We are just following the truth, what Mae West said:

When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.

AHA! We always stand between two evils, As (: *smiles*
& it's not our fault that we choose something we never tried before.

Let our wings spread, As! We are still growing, there's huge future ahead!

Anne Frank said:

Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands.

We handle our own life, okays?

Thank you. *smiles*
This was just a small rant from me, me, me ^^v

#008 ; If There's Any Way Out

2009-01-18T15:46:00.003+08:00

If there is any way out,
Do help me search for it.

Okay, it's already Sunday (and I haven't get out of this house for 4 days right now, I want some air, dang it). O:

Had a voice chat with Peimin last night, it was sooooo fun, chatted loads of things for I-Do-Not-Know-How-Long.
The most important quote was: A power to live, but that's the truth.
:P Remember that, Jazz, your voice is a power to live!
Bwahaha.

I only have my own self-cam because I didn't go out -_- and my pc have some problems that can't really read my SD Memory Card, so I am trying to fix it. I still have some photos took outside on the way back hom from the airport.

Unpacking this and that, found this and that as well, that reminds me of my childhood[: It's so fun to take out one items and again, because I feel like I've returned to my childhood :D Found my old violin-s (smallest and the second smallest) that all the strings are unmanageably loosened, and few books, photos and blah blah blah..

Got boyfriend! He is so handsome, 4 years older than me, he loves music, he loves me.
:D Wanna take a look?

I know he looks cool ^________________________________^*
Only Peimin knows the secret of my boyfriend.
But he really do loves me! d:

No photos, sorry peeps.
How's your Sec 3 Life? Do visit me often, okay?
I suddenly miss the warmth of Singapore's sunlight. ): & sound of MRT moving around.
Here's too quiet.

Busy studying, too! Will update again if anything happens (if I buy phone). Okays?
I miss you all peeps!

xxx
Avel

(weixuan, I wish I can give you a popsicle...but maybe next time ;D?)

#007 ; Welcome to Motherland

2009-01-16T18:10:00.006+08:00

Returned back to home safely :D
Arrived at 15.01.09 5. 55am (Korea's time) and
arrived at home at 10.30 am. Took 3.5 hours from Airport.
(:

Thanks so much to everyone who wrote me letters,
and...

PEIMIN SINYEE WEIXUAN

I love you guys so much, and thanks a lot that you sent me off to the airport (:
I was able to smile until the end because of you guys!

And, and, and, my two darlings,
Jazmyn and Laura, I really love you guys.
Mud coated soldier, I really love you ♥

Photos next time! Though I didn't take loads of photos, I still have some to post :Dv
& tonight I am going to buy handphone, so sooner or later I am gonna update
my particulars, okays?

By the way, my house phone is:
042 863 1739

For M1:
02182428631739

For SingTel:
01982428631739

Call me okay :D?

(M1: International Call -> 021
SingTel: International Call -> 019
Country number for Korea -> 82)

I am always at home until the end of school holiday :D
And I will put my personal phone number soon!

if you want to call other countries (including ME)
buy any international call card (I recommend Platinum card, that's quite cheap, you can purchase as $8.00 ~ $8.50 in card shop) to call International call!
It's very cheap compare to anything.

Or if you do have Skype account, do call me often, okays X) ?

It's very cold here >.< -10℃ right now ): Already caught cold -.- but air's so fresh because it's so cold! :D I love freezing-cold temperature haha.

MY HOME ADDRESS (just in case you wanna search in Google Earth d=)

407-204 Expo Apartment
Jeonmin-Dong Yueseong-Gu
Daejeon, South Korea 305-762

For Google-Earth, just type until South Korea ^^ Photos next time okies? I miss you guys, okay? Do keep in touch! :D ♥♥ I love YTSS. Proud to be a YTzen. SOMI! aka Avel :Dv Do call me AVEL, I will give you a popsicle.

#006 ; Lakeside House

2009-01-09T12:02:00.002+08:00

You smile, then I will smile ;
You cry, then I will cry ;
You laugh, then I will laugh ;
You shout, then I will shout ;

This week's shopping list for me:

-RAOUL leather sandal
-2 books : Garth Nix The Keys to the Kingdom - Mister Monday
&Garth Nix The Keys to the Kingdom - Grim Tuesday
-TWG tea : Happy Birthday Tea
-Pearlie W Breath Spray
-Teddy Bear Clock

And I do not know how many more.
Thanks, mama. Danke.

#005 ; Misery Business

2009-01-09T11:36:00.005+08:00

We never whispered our secrets ;
Elend-Geschäft

How can I decide what's right
when you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight
all the time

Not gonna ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
NO, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well
But, how did we get here
Well, I think I know how

The truth is hiding in your eyes
and it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
what kind of man that you are
if you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
on my own
(I'm screaming. "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well(Yeah)
How did we get here
Well, I think I know how

Do you see what we've done
We've gone and made such fools
of ourselves
Do you see what we've done
We've gone and made such fools
of ourselves

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well(Yeah, yeah,yeah)
Well, How did we get here
when I used to know you so well
I think I know...
I think I know...

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

Paramore ; Decode (Twilight OST)

#004 ; Every revenge returns like a boomerang

2009-01-07T13:18:00.003+08:00

Silence is not a solution for the returning revenge

So, finally 14th of January, I am leaving Singapore.
Leaving all my traces behind here, I am finally saying good-bye.
Did we even consider how long it will take to erase that trace that we left?
A year? Two years? 10 years?

Like Year 2008 disappeared in a blink, I guess myself never leave a proper traces here.
...(:

It's not a good-bye, but see-you-soon.
A struggle to smile, a struggle to laugh but only thing that I do right now is crying.
People, you are my best treasure in my life. Can't really list all the people out, but I will remember every single of you.

You people shine like a shattered piece of diamonds, though it's shattered, it's still valuable and glittering, shining...

WE SHINE TOGETHER PEEPS.

you know i love you guys a lot, right?

#003 ; Back to Black

2009-01-04T22:25:00.005+08:00

Amy Winehouse

Recently, I've been listening to Amy Winehouse's music quite a lot, maybe an addiction to the Jazz music. Amy Winehouse is very famous for it's troublesome actions, like drugs and alcoholics, but also for her great voice of this world, who re-discovered the new modern soul music.

Born in 1983.09.14, England, she then debuted in 2003 with album name at her age of 20. This album was the key of her success in this music industry, and is famous for its tracks:

-Take The Box
-In My Bed
-MR MAGIC
-Stronger Than Me
-Fuck Me Pump

Famous for her own song-making, contains her very own taste of music, and right now, they sell as a Deluxe version, contains 30 tracks in 2CD albums. If you like a soul music, I recommend, but for those who can't bear Amy's very strong colour, please do not take this album.

Next, she again release her second album, , and this album told everyone in the world that, Amy Winehouse is a singer-song-writer, who makes Neo-Soul music all by herself. After releasing first album in 2003, and after 3 years, she brings her new album to this world.

is the combination of her first single, and second single, , third single, , ranking first in UK album chart. is famous for these tracks:

-Rehab
-You Know I'm No Good
-Love Is A Losing Game *
-Tears Dry On Their Own
-Some Unholy War *

*BGM of this blog

At first, I really disliked Amy's voice. At that moment, I had no interest in Jazz or soul, or even popular Rihanna a lot, because I didn't really like the beat and stuffs, but once I started to listen to their music, it's like a spice that attracts us- for example, curry, once you taste it, you are not sure whether you need to taste this again, but once you accept the smell and taste, you just drink it, gulp!

Unlike Rihanna, Amy is more old-fashioned, sophisticated and romantic style of Soul musician. Like there's difference in Americano and Espresso. If Rihanna is a cup of tall americano, Amy is more like a shot of Espresso. The taste and flavor itself is so different even though they are same soul music. Like americano and Espresso; same coffee but different taste.

Many people nowadays dislike Amy because of her physical appearances and her activities. She drinks a lot of alcohols, takes drug, club all day long, smoke, wear thick eye-make ups, ridiculous and funny fashion styles, few tattoos on her body, funny hair style, silly taste of words and things. Of course all they physical things decided the first look but, I think since Amy is a musician, you must try to listen to her voice, try to understand what she really wants to express through the rythms and melodies of her music. Singing Jazz, Blues and Neo-Soul in short pants are really funny and drinking a cup of wine during the concert is really a wrong thing. However, music is not all about fashion, it's all about how good it taste.

Young people nowadays are interested in visual rocks, Rock, Dance, Pop, Discos and R&Bs and not many people of my age really listen to Jazz a lot, or even Classics. Sometimes Jazz really soothes people's mind, and artist like Olivia has a smooth, charming voice that sounds really sweet, that I really love it.

Here are simple Jazz songs that you can enjoy (and it's quite famous):

-Love Fool (I recommend Olivia's version)
-Fly Me To The Moon
-L.O.V.E
-Kiss Me
-Fade Away by Olivia
-Casablanca
-Moon River

Thank you for reading.

AVEL

#002 ; We all know what to do

2009-01-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

TEN ARE YOUs

1. Are you single – Yes, currently.
2. Are you happy – I think I should be happy.
3. Are you bored – So-so.
4. Are you fair – Not really.
5. Are you Italian – I wish I am.
6. Are you intelligent – I would love to (:
7. Are you honest – Most of the time, yes.
8. Are you nice – That matters who the other one is.
9. Are you Irish – NAH.
10. Are you Asian – Yes.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name – Bae Somi
2. Nicknames – HappyKimJae, Bear, Cotton Candy, ETC.
3. Birth place – Eulji Hospital, Daejeon, South Korea (:
4. Hair color – Brown
5. Natural hair style – Wavy
6. Eye Color – Brown
7. Birthday – 12th of April
8. Mood – un-moody.
9. Favorite color – Pink
10. One place you'd like to visit – GERMANY

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love – I think so.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – I believe in crush at first sight.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – Nope
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – Of course...
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – Yes. ):
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – That was like, 1 year ago?
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Of course, I do that all the time.
8. Are you afraid of commitment – Not really.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Mom
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – Mom

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust – Love -,-
2. Hard liquor or beer – BOTH
3. Cats or dogs – BOTH
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – Any regular friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Romantic (since I am a girl)
8. Money or Happiness – Happiness
. Night or day – BOTH (;
10. IM or phone – Currently, IM.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out – Nope (:
2. Seen a polar bear – Yes, ZOO!
3. Done something you regret – A LOT.
4. Bungee jumped – I was too short to try out. How about now, hmm?
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – Yes .____.a
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – No. I hate hard things. >,<
7. Been caught naked – Nope. I hate being naked.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – I DO NOT want them BACK.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – I cried over my dead hamster A LOT.
10. Wanted to disappear – I would love to disappear right now.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes – Smile (:
2. Light or dark hair – Light. As in colour, huh? I love blond.
3. Hugs or kisses – Hugs.
4. Shorter or taller – Taller!
5. Intelligence or attraction – Both.
6. Topman or Zara – ZARA!!!! OF COURSE ZARA, since I am a fan of ZARA!
7. Funny or serious – Half-half.
8. Older or Younger – Older.
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing guy, please. But he needs to know when he should shut his mouth UP :x
10. Sweet or Bad – I love sweet guys, but I love bad guys too. HMM.

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – I did a lot. However I always feel nervous all the time.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Of course! I even did 2.5 hours before.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – When I was still young. (:
4. Ever been to a rock concert – Yes (:
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Yes (:
6. Ever been on a dance team – SURE.
7. Ever been on a sports team – Primary school badminton :x
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – A lot! Since I was like...five :X? 80% of productions I appeared are English productions.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – My dad gave me his Mercedes Benz :9 No one actually drives it currently.
10. Ever been in a rap video? – I rapped, but not in video. (In Karaoke.)

TEN... LASTS

1. Last phone call you made – Mom
2. Last person you hugged – Was it mom or Twin?
3. Last person you hung out with - Twin. (TWILIGHT!)
4. Last time you worked – Sending loads of packages to Korea via Singpost, TODAY -.-
5. Last person you talked to – Mom
6. Last person you IM'd – Annah & Nea
7. Last person you texted – Mom
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – Twin, watched Twilight (:
9. Last person/thing you missed – ..........
10. Last website visited – facebook.com

Thanks TIMOTHY (:

My boredom disappeared.

#001 ; I was not a good actress

2009-01-02T09:15:00.005+08:00

How about a round of applause, a stading ovation?

Today I went to school. Woke up at 5.30 am (first time ever in my life after my October Holiday) and prepared to go to school. I realised that I packed my best uniform and the package is on the way to my home, I dug my uniform up from a plastic bag that I would throw away and wore them quickly (It was washed and neatly ironed .____.a).

Took MRT, then arrived at school. Councilors looked very busy, and Khairul came to me and said: "Hey, Somi! I thought you went back to Korea...okay, never mind that, quickly go to Shi Wei and help out the councilors!"

Saw Shawn, Ji Wei and others, too (:

It was hard to control myself not to cry there. It was really hard thing to do. Anyways, I moved on, and saw many new students came to our school, felt happy but sad at the same time, because I won't be able to spen my 2009 with them. Ignoring my tears blocking my eyesight, I moved to Parade Square and saw Frederick, Sherrin and others. Zul saw me and we chatted a bit.

Everyone thought they saw a ghost walking around in the school, haha, because they thought I already went back to Korea. How can I do that, not saying good-byes to you all (: ?

Talked to few friends, went to canteen, hid behind the tables, attended flagging ceremony, listened to Mr. Tan's speech, tried not to cry then, I went back home. Thanks to every councilors who sent me to the gate, especially _______ who gave me her tie (: Oh, and Ji Wei, I think I will miss you loads and loads.

When I just stepped out of the school, I do not know how much of tears I produced while I walk back to MRT station. I cried and cried and cried...

Came back, had lunch, packed our stuffs, sent 5 heavy boxes to Korea via post office and came back home. I sweated like a pig -.- and had a shower...

THEN WENT FOR DINNER!
STEAMBOAT YUM.

There's quite nice place in Ang Mo Kio (beside Popular building) and me and mama orderd chicken soup and tomyum. It was nice, yum-yum, and I had a chendol ice-cream after the meal for free! :9 I think I will go Coca in Orchard again and this place before I fly back to Korea (:

Tired tired.
Good night, I am planning for a trip to Kinokuniya again to buy Garth Nix series.

NEW START

2009-01-01T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hi, there, this is Somi!

I am going to give a new start for my blog.

However, if I am not active in blogger.com,

please do find me in Facebook [Bae Somi Avel]

or MSN: happykimjae-_-baesomi1994@hotmail.com

I am from Yishun Town Secondary School '07, '08,
and leaving Singapore to return to my home.
I am always proud to be a part of YTzen, and YTSC 11th batch, A&P department.
People I met in Singapore are the greatest mate I ever made in my life.

I still want to thank you guys since you helped me to adapt and
cooperate with new evironment, new studies and everything.

Mail me:

happykimjae-_-baesomi1994@hotmail.com*

laprincessa_amaryllis@hotmail.com

*More active

Find me:

http://www.facebook.com/

http://www.friendster.com/

Thank you.

With love, xxx,

Somi, YTzen.