We should not look at each other from now on.
You know why?
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Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Avel, that's a name only a few people call her. She folded 10 fingers and 5 toes to count her age.
She thinks she would love to be a lamb if she born as a star again.
She finds Jazz is one of the greatest creations of human-beings, and thanks to Amy Winehouse and Olivia for teaching her that.
She thinks Neo-Nazi is a crazy thing but she finds Germanizing with other is cool. She learnt 'miam miam lecker lecker' from her teacher,
and she finds it very cool.
What else do you need from her?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
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2e3'o8*
Amanda.C
Amanda.K
Amanda.T
Bethia
Cassandra
Edna
Erwin
Eugenie
Florence
Frederick
Hadi
Hui Min.C
Hui Min.L
Hui Sze
Irina
Jasmine
Jazmyn
Jia Hui
Jia Ying
Jia Yue
Jie Ying
Joanna
Joseph
Ken
Kevin
Li Tong
Liang Ying
Luisa
Marisa
Miao Chun
Nathaniel
Pearlyn
Pei Mei
Samantha
Shubaa
Sok Chin
Solehah
Tick Fang
Timothy
Tiricia
Tse Pin
Veronica
Vino
Wei Liang
Wei Xuan
Xin Chen
Xue Li
Yi Qian
Zhang Hui
Zhi Yan
Zoe
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#014 ; Snow White/
Wednesday, January 28, 20099:25 PM
enjoy the snow photos :D still loads of photos in my phone but need to buy the USB connector. bull shittts. ^^ Happy Lunar Year people, I love you much!
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#013 ; Let It Be/
Sunday, January 25, 20096:19 PM
snow for today! :D this morning, i opened my eyes...went out to the living room, and saw ... SNOW!
oh my gosh it was such an exciting event happened in my life back in Korea. :D suddenly i miss my friends and pals in Singapore...after I saw snow ): was whole bunch of it and still it's snowing outside (it's dang dang cold!) i wrote my twin♥'s name on the ground..........lots of kiss to her!!
seriously, i took real loads of photos but I DIDN'T BRING MY USB... T.T *cries*
Happy Lunar New Year peeps! I learned how to cook new year food from my grandma :D it was really fun...hehe ;P & cooked new year food, too! yumyum...........(high calories :X)
i miss you guys much. always.
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#012 ; Save Me From Myself/
Friday, January 23, 20097:47 PM

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My heart is tainted by your touch
Save me from myself Christina Augilera
No photos sorry :X Nothing seriously happened, peeps! It's just that I am suffering from Year 9 subjects (especially SS) ]: Preparing for High School Year 10. Started Cyworld again, and busy contacting my old pals, thanks to them who still remember me (: Contact me loveys! http://www.cyworld.com/happykimjae Though you guys won't be able to see inside x) Just enjoy my BGM BGM! :D *Crush ; David Archuleta *Fly Me To The Moon ; Olivia *Listen To My Heart ; Gareth Gates *Save Me From Myself ; Christina Aguilera *An deiner seite ; Tokio Hotel] *Because of You ; Kelly Clarkson *Unfaithful ; Rihanna Bought 5 new songs ^^ Paid worth around S$3 in total -.- (Each song = 60 cent) I own 23 songs, that equals to= 23 x 0.60 = 13.8 ∴ total = S$13.80 WHOA.O: didn't realise. Anyways, peeps, nothing much to talk! Enjoy your school days and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D Gong Xi Fa Cai :D :D :D (correct?) I am going to my Grandparents' house in Seoul for New Year Celebration :D Will get AngBao hahahahahahahaha! I am the only kid-_-v Bought phone! Neon Sign! (check out the previous post for the photo, it's awesome) Kiss to SKY icon and TDMB.^^
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#011 ; My heart keep beating fast/
6:12 AM
My heart keep beating fast ; 010 - 3210 - 1739 Ring my bell.
NEON SIGN.
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#010 ; Baby Boy/
Sunday, January 18, 20099:51 PM

Mingus.
I love you. *blush* ♥
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#009 ; Wrong Number/
9:09 PM
I am sorry you got the wrong number You got the wrong number, I am sorry you got the wrong number So don't call me, no more.
There's no end of this, seriously. There's no end, end, end.
It still continues like a problem that can't be solved, or like counting a number of stars out there in the sky.
Land of God, Land of Human. We are truly wrong.
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Let me call ourselves 'T' and call our enemies 'A'. (There's still other group of people called 'K' and 'E' or etceteras)
T loves freedom, T loves love, T loves fun, T loves laughter, T loves everyone. We fall in love easily, and we wake up from the dream easily, too. We enjoy the joy and fun, but we still know how to cry.
Hellen Keller (I do not know who's side she's in) once said:
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart.
Yes, indeed! The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, touched but felt in the heart! It's our mind/heart/feeling, and As are destroying them! WHY WHY WHY? Is it because Edith Wharton (most probably he is on T's side) said: There's no such thing as old age, there is only sorrow.
You sorrow peeps, As. Sorrow only left in your heart, as you grow older; is that why we always lose our freedom because of your horrible one word that cuts through our heart? Why As can't understand Ts? We are just following the truth, what Mae West said: When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.
AHA! We always stand between two evils, As (: *smiles* & it's not our fault that we choose something we never tried before. Let our wings spread, As! We are still growing, there's huge future ahead! Anne Frank said: Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands.
We handle our own life, okays? Thank you. *smiles* This was just a small rant from me, me, me ^^v
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#008 ; If There's Any Way Out/
3:46 PM
If there is any way out, Do help me search for it.
Okay, it's already Sunday (and I haven't get out of this house for 4 days right now, I want some air, dang it). O:
Had a voice chat with Peimin last night, it was sooooo fun, chatted loads of things for I-Do-Not-Know-How-Long. The most important quote was: A power to live, but that's the truth. :P Remember that, Jazz, your voice is a power to live! Bwahaha.
I only have my own self-cam because I didn't go out -_- and my pc have some problems that can't really read my SD Memory Card, so I am trying to fix it. I still have some photos took outside on the way back hom from the airport.
Unpacking this and that, found this and that as well, that reminds me of my childhood[: It's so fun to take out one items and again, because I feel like I've returned to my childhood :D Found my old violin-s (smallest and the second smallest) that all the strings are unmanageably loosened, and few books, photos and blah blah blah..
Got boyfriend! He is so handsome, 4 years older than me, he loves music, he loves me. :D Wanna take a look?

I know he looks cool ^________________________________^* Only Peimin knows the secret of my boyfriend. But he really do loves me! d:
No photos, sorry peeps. How's your Sec 3 Life? Do visit me often, okay? I suddenly miss the warmth of Singapore's sunlight. ): & sound of MRT moving around. Here's too quiet.
Busy studying, too! Will update again if anything happens (if I buy phone). Okays? I miss you all peeps!
xxx Avel
(weixuan, I wish I can give you a popsicle...but maybe next time ;D?)
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#007 ; Welcome to Motherland/
Friday, January 16, 20096:10 PM
Returned back to home safely :D Arrived at 15.01.09 5. 55am (Korea's time) and arrived at home at 10.30 am. Took 3.5 hours from Airport. (:
Thanks so much to everyone who wrote me letters, and...
PEIMIN SINYEE WEIXUAN
I love you guys so much, and thanks a lot that you sent me off to the airport (: I was able to smile until the end because of you guys!
And, and, and, my two darlings, Jazmyn and Laura, I really love you guys. Mud coated soldier, I really love you ♥
Photos next time! Though I didn't take loads of photos, I still have some to post :Dv & tonight I am going to buy handphone, so sooner or later I am gonna update my particulars, okays?
By the way, my house phone is: 042 863 1739
For M1: 02182428631739
For SingTel: 01982428631739
Call me okay :D?
(M1: International Call -> 021 SingTel: International Call -> 019 Country number for Korea -> 82)
I am always at home until the end of school holiday :D And I will put my personal phone number soon!
if you want to call other countries (including ME) buy any international call card (I recommend Platinum card, that's quite cheap, you can purchase as $8.00 ~ $8.50 in card shop) to call International call! It's very cheap compare to anything.
Or if you do have Skype account, do call me often, okays X) ?
It's very cold here >.< -10℃ right now ): Already caught cold -.- but air's so fresh because it's so cold! :D I love freezing-cold temperature haha.
MY HOME ADDRESS (just in case you wanna search in Google Earth d=)
407-204 Expo Apartment Jeonmin-Dong Yueseong-Gu Daejeon, South Korea 305-762
For Google-Earth, just type until South Korea ^^ Photos next time okies? I miss you guys, okay? Do keep in touch! :D ♥♥ I love YTSS. Proud to be a YTzen. SOMI! aka Avel :Dv Do call me AVEL, I will give you a popsicle.
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#006 ; Lakeside House/
Friday, January 9, 200912:02 PM
 You smile, then I will smile ; You cry, then I will cry ; You laugh, then I will laugh ; You shout, then I will shout ; This week's shopping list for me:
-RAOUL leather sandal -2 books : Garth Nix The Keys to the Kingdom - Mister Monday &Garth Nix The Keys to the Kingdom - Grim Tuesday -TWG tea : Happy Birthday Tea -Pearlie W Breath Spray -Teddy Bear Clock
And I do not know how many more. Thanks, mama. Danke.
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#005 ; Misery Business/
11:36 AM
 We never whispered our secrets ; Elend-Geschäft How can I decide what's right when you're clouding up my mind I can't win your losing fight all the time Not gonna ever own what's mine when you're always taking sides But you won't take away my pride NO, not this time Not this time How did we get here when I used to know you so well But, how did we get here Well, I think I know how The truth is hiding in your eyes and it's hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood But you think that I can't see what kind of man that you are if you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out on my own (I'm screaming. "I love you so") On my own (My thoughts you can't decode) How did we get here when I used to know you so well(Yeah) How did we get here Well, I think I know how Do you see what we've done We've gone and made such fools of ourselves Do you see what we've done We've gone and made such fools of ourselves How did we get here when I used to know you so well(Yeah, yeah,yeah) Well, How did we get here when I used to know you so well I think I know... I think I know... There is something I see in you It might kill me I want it to be true Paramore ; Decode (Twilight OST) Labels: Music
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#004 ; Every revenge returns like a boomerang/
Wednesday, January 7, 20091:18 PM
 Silence is not a solution for the returning revenge
So, finally 14th of January, I am leaving Singapore. Leaving all my traces behind here, I am finally saying good-bye. Did we even consider how long it will take to erase that trace that we left? A year? Two years? 10 years? Like Year 2008 disappeared in a blink, I guess myself never leave a proper traces here. ...(: It's not a good-bye, but see-you-soon. A struggle to smile, a struggle to laugh but only thing that I do right now is crying. People, you are my best treasure in my life. Can't really list all the people out, but I will remember every single of you. You people shine like a shattered piece of diamonds, though it's shattered, it's still valuable and glittering, shining... WE SHINE TOGETHER PEEPS.  you know i love you guys a lot, right?
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#003 ; Back to Black/
Sunday, January 4, 200910:25 PM
Amy Winehouse Recently, I've been listening to Amy Winehouse's music quite a lot, maybe an addiction to the Jazz music. Amy Winehouse is very famous for it's troublesome actions, like drugs and alcoholics, but also for her great voice of this world, who re-discovered the new modern soul music.
Born in 1983.09.14, England, she then debuted in 2003 with album name at her age of 20. This album was the key of her success in this music industry, and is famous for its tracks:
-Take The Box -In My Bed -MR MAGIC -Stronger Than Me -Fuck Me Pump
Famous for her own song-making, contains her very own taste of music, and right now, they sell as a Deluxe version, contains 30 tracks in 2CD albums. If you like a soul music, I recommend, but for those who can't bear Amy's very strong colour, please do not take this album.
Next, she again release her second album, , and this album told everyone in the world that, Amy Winehouse is a singer-song-writer, who makes Neo-Soul music all by herself. After releasing first album in 2003, and after 3 years, she brings her new album to this world.
is the combination of her first single, and second single, , third single, , ranking first in UK album chart. is famous for these tracks:
-Rehab -You Know I'm No Good -Love Is A Losing Game * -Tears Dry On Their Own -Some Unholy War *
*BGM of this blog
At first, I really disliked Amy's voice. At that moment, I had no interest in Jazz or soul, or even popular Rihanna a lot, because I didn't really like the beat and stuffs, but once I started to listen to their music, it's like a spice that attracts us- for example, curry, once you taste it, you are not sure whether you need to taste this again, but once you accept the smell and taste, you just drink it, gulp!
Unlike Rihanna, Amy is more old-fashioned, sophisticated and romantic style of Soul musician. Like there's difference in Americano and Espresso. If Rihanna is a cup of tall americano, Amy is more like a shot of Espresso. The taste and flavor itself is so different even though they are same soul music. Like americano and Espresso; same coffee but different taste.
Many people nowadays dislike Amy because of her physical appearances and her activities. She drinks a lot of alcohols, takes drug, club all day long, smoke, wear thick eye-make ups, ridiculous and funny fashion styles, few tattoos on her body, funny hair style, silly taste of words and things. Of course all they physical things decided the first look but, I think since Amy is a musician, you must try to listen to her voice, try to understand what she really wants to express through the rythms and melodies of her music. Singing Jazz, Blues and Neo-Soul in short pants are really funny and drinking a cup of wine during the concert is really a wrong thing. However, music is not all about fashion, it's all about how good it taste.
Young people nowadays are interested in visual rocks, Rock, Dance, Pop, Discos and R&Bs and not many people of my age really listen to Jazz a lot, or even Classics. Sometimes Jazz really soothes people's mind, and artist like Olivia has a smooth, charming voice that sounds really sweet, that I really love it.
Here are simple Jazz songs that you can enjoy (and it's quite famous):
-Love Fool (I recommend Olivia's version) -Fly Me To The Moon -L.O.V.E -Kiss Me -Fade Away by Olivia -Casablanca -Moon River
Thank you for reading.
AVEL
Labels: Music, Review
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#002 ; We all know what to do/
Friday, January 2, 20095:49 PM
TEN ARE YOUs 1. Are you single – Yes, currently. 2. Are you happy – I think I should be happy. 3. Are you bored – So-so. 4. Are you fair – Not really. 5. Are you Italian – I wish I am. 6. Are you intelligent – I would love to (: 7. Are you honest – Most of the time, yes. 8. Are you nice – That matters who the other one is. 9. Are you Irish – NAH. 10. Are you Asian – Yes.
TEN FACTS 1. Full Name – Bae Somi 2. Nicknames – HappyKimJae, Bear, Cotton Candy, ETC. 3. Birth place – Eulji Hospital, Daejeon, South Korea (: 4. Hair color – Brown 5. Natural hair style – Wavy 6. Eye Color – Brown 7. Birthday – 12th of April 8. Mood – un-moody. 9. Favorite color – Pink 10. One place you'd like to visit – GERMANY
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 1. Have you ever been in love – I think so. 2. Do you believe in love at first sight – I believe in crush at first sight. 3. Do you currently have a crush? – Nope 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – Of course... 5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – Yes. ): 6. Have you ever had your heart broken – That was like, 1 year ago? 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Of course, I do that all the time. 8. Are you afraid of commitment – Not really. 9. Who was the last person you hugged – Mom 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – Mom
TEN THIS OR THAT 1. Love or lust – Love -,- 2. Hard liquor or beer – BOTH 3. Cats or dogs – BOTH 4. A few best friends or any regular friends – Any regular friends 5. Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy 6. Pencil or Pen – Pen 7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Romantic (since I am a girl) 8. Money or Happiness – Happiness . Night or day – BOTH (; 10. IM or phone – Currently, IM. TEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Been caught sneaking out – Nope (: 2. Seen a polar bear – Yes, ZOO! 3. Done something you regret – A LOT. 4. Bungee jumped – I was too short to try out. How about now, hmm? 5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – Yes .____.a 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – No. I hate hard things. >,< 7. Been caught naked – Nope. I hate being naked. 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – I DO NOT want them BACK. 9. Cried because you lost a pet – I cried over my dead hamster A LOT. 10. Wanted to disappear – I would love to disappear right now. TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes – Smile (: 2. Light or dark hair – Light. As in colour, huh? I love blond. 3. Hugs or kisses – Hugs. 4. Shorter or taller – Taller! 5. Intelligence or attraction – Both. 6. Topman or Zara – ZARA!!!! OF COURSE ZARA, since I am a fan of ZARA! 7. Funny or serious – Half-half. 8. Older or Younger – Older. 9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing guy, please. But he needs to know when he should shut his mouth UP :x 10. Sweet or Bad – I love sweet guys, but I love bad guys too. HMM. TEN HAVE YOUS 1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – I did a lot. However I always feel nervous all the time. 2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Of course! I even did 2.5 hours before. 3. Ever tried walking on your hands – When I was still young. (: 4. Ever been to a rock concert – Yes (: 5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Yes (: 6. Ever been on a dance team – SURE. 7. Ever been on a sports team – Primary school badminton :x 8. Ever been in a drama play/production – A lot! Since I was like...five :X? 80% of productions I appeared are English productions. 9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – My dad gave me his Mercedes Benz :9 No one actually drives it currently. 10. Ever been in a rap video? – I rapped, but not in video. (In Karaoke.) TEN... LASTS 1. Last phone call you made – Mom 2. Last person you hugged – Was it mom or Twin? 3. Last person you hung out with - Twin. (TWILIGHT!) 4. Last time you worked – Sending loads of packages to Korea via Singpost, TODAY -.- 5. Last person you talked to – Mom 6. Last person you IM'd – Annah & Nea 7. Last person you texted – Mom 8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – Twin, watched Twilight (: 9. Last person/thing you missed – .......... 10. Last website visited – facebook.com Thanks TIMOTHY (: My boredom disappeared.
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#001 ; I was not a good actress/
9:15 AM

How about a round of applause, a stading ovation?
Today I went to school. Woke up at 5.30 am (first time ever in my life after my October Holiday) and prepared to go to school. I realised that I packed my best uniform and the package is on the way to my home, I dug my uniform up from a plastic bag that I would throw away and wore them quickly (It was washed and neatly ironed .____.a). Took MRT, then arrived at school. Councilors looked very busy, and Khairul came to me and said: "Hey, Somi! I thought you went back to Korea...okay, never mind that, quickly go to Shi Wei and help out the councilors!" Saw Shawn, Ji Wei and others, too (: It was hard to control myself not to cry there. It was really hard thing to do. Anyways, I moved on, and saw many new students came to our school, felt happy but sad at the same time, because I won't be able to spen my 2009 with them. Ignoring my tears blocking my eyesight, I moved to Parade Square and saw Frederick, Sherrin and others. Zul saw me and we chatted a bit. Everyone thought they saw a ghost walking around in the school, haha, because they thought I already went back to Korea. How can I do that, not saying good-byes to you all (: ? Talked to few friends, went to canteen, hid behind the tables, attended flagging ceremony, listened to Mr. Tan's speech, tried not to cry then, I went back home. Thanks to every councilors who sent me to the gate, especially _______ who gave me her tie (: Oh, and Ji Wei, I think I will miss you loads and loads. When I just stepped out of the school, I do not know how much of tears I produced while I walk back to MRT station. I cried and cried and cried... Came back, had lunch, packed our stuffs, sent 5 heavy boxes to Korea via post office and came back home. I sweated like a pig -.- and had a shower... THEN WENT FOR DINNER! STEAMBOAT YUM. There's quite nice place in Ang Mo Kio (beside Popular building) and me and mama orderd chicken soup and tomyum. It was nice, yum-yum, and I had a chendol ice-cream after the meal for free! :9 I think I will go Coca in Orchard again and this place before I fly back to Korea (: Tired tired. Good night, I am planning for a trip to Kinokuniya again to buy Garth Nix series.
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NEW START/
Thursday, January 1, 20099:58 PM
Hi, there, this is Somi! I am going to give a new start for my blog. However, if I am not active in blogger.com, please do find me in Facebook [Bae Somi Avel] I am from Yishun Town Secondary School '07, '08, and leaving Singapore to return to my home. I am always proud to be a part of YTzen, and YTSC 11th batch, A&P department. People I met in Singapore are the greatest mate I ever made in my life.
I still want to thank you guys since you helped me to adapt and cooperate with new evironment, new studies and everything.
Mail me:
happykimjae-_-baesomi1994@hotmail.com* laprincessa_amaryllis@hotmail.com *More active Find me:
http://www.facebook.com/ http://www.friendster.com/ Thank you.
With love, xxx,

Somi, YTzen.
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